I'm back!?? :)

wow. Its been a whiiiillleeee since my last visit to my dearest lovable almost forgotten blog. I'm busy searching for new things that i forgot the things that already had. Well,obviously I don't talking about just the blog here. I experience a lot of new things lately. New work, new boss, new environment..well,practically new everything.



I try to embrace all that.so much that i tend to let go of the old stuff.I mean the one that i'm familiar with,the ones that not a new thing to me.It's really hard to hold on to things or people when day by day,the importance of the stuff or the person start to fade away.It's not like i want it to happen.God.NO but it happen anyway because that's how mess up my brain is.
I mean my heart.And by that,i mean my life.







 Ok,hold on for a second here,this is my first 'come-back' appearance as blogger and i already start it with negative stuff.so not cool. -.-''
lets just done with it already.





Now,rather than telling people how 'new' i am,let me tell you what is really on my mind right now. It's been a quite lonely time this past few month without them. I miss the girls.there,i said it. 

We've been through a lot.Yes,we are and every moment is precious whether it's a happy one or not.

We've been studying together for years and when i say studying,i don't really mean study study,i mean hangout-havefun-beingcrazyandweirdallthetime kind of study.

I miss all that but i can't turn back the time,it will be super awesome and super creepyweird if i can but i can't and it's okay.i'll do it in a heartbeat if i can re-live it again but life is not meant to be repeat.We just have to..nope.I'll just have to keep living my life in this present day and move forward to the undiscovered future of mine :)