Hepy Bufday to her!

today is 23rd February 2011
its my bestie's birthday!!
Yasmin Hamizah known as "my koala bear" by me ;p
she have the most beautiful eyes and the cutest girl alive
not mention so sweet and nice + very kind hearted
today is her 19th birthday
i dedicated this "post" just for her
even we live far from each other but we always have each other
she one of the bestest things that 'happen' to me
i love to talk with her on the phone
whenever i felt alone or sad or depressed
i will call her coz when we talk
it will makes me feel better
so,to my cutest koala bear..
thank you so very much to be part of my life
to be the reason for me to smile and not faking it
hope you get what you want in life
and be happy all the time
have the happy happy birthday min..;))

Birthday gurl <3

HAPPY

thats what i felt right now
i just talked with my senior a.k.a akak
it was a while since our last conversation
her name is syuhaida
kak syu-sweet, nice, and a lovely sister
thanks kak syu for still 'not forgetting' me
even i'm just me
i really appreciate it
it makes me very happy
so kak syu
i less than three u
;))

I CAN !!

i'm just finish watching ugly betty season 4..
for those who don't know,
this story is about a woman that is not perfect.
she doesn't have the look
and certainly don't know fashion even she is working for a fashion magazine.
thats not just it,
she is pretty ugly and quite nerdy
but she have brain, guts and family that supporting her to keep moving forward.
for a girl that had been push around most of the time,
she is quite tough.
to make it short,
at the end of the story,
she achieve what she ever want in life because of her stubbornest, determination, not mention kindness.
she become a woman she want to be and be happy.
this story makes me thinking,
your look and what you wear do matter
but not as much as your attitude and your passion reflect you
its show who you really are...
TWO THUMBS UP for UGLY BETTY ;))

if u put your mind and effort on what you really want to achieve
you will make it people!!!

ME

I am not a secretive person..
but i'm grew up with alexithymia.
i am not a strong girl and not so weak either..
but i still manage to say "i'm fine" even i have tears going down on my face.
i am not a loner..
but sometimes i'll be in a room full of people and feel alone.
i love to go to shower..
because its the place where you can't tell the difference between water and tears.
i talk a lot and love to laugh out loud..
so no one know the crucial truth that i'm too broken inside and not even a million laughter can take it away.
for me some things are best left unsaid...