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Friday, December 24, 2010

why cant i be happy...

sometimes, i think about my life n just want to kind of bang my head into a wall.
my life is suck! not good n getting harder each day.
can i not be me for just a day..
to forget n stop thinking for a day.
live a day where everything is beautiful n no pain or loneliness are exist..
 

Friday, December 17, 2010

CoLLegE Life

6.7.2010 was the date where i officially became a college student
i've get cold feet at first
its scared a little knowing that i am no longer in skool
but i juz smile n go wif the flow
its not easy but notink is easy rite
my life there began wif not so...sweet
its kinda like nightmare
no phone..accepted
no enough rest still accepted
but 'the rest' are soooo not accepted if u know wut i mean
after that unforgettable week
things starting to get better
i'm met a lot of new frens
then the last few month for my first sem
im going through hard times
but thats juz the sweetsour of life
u juz hv to deal with it
thats wut i did..
i deal wif it...n i did it my way
i wont be proud of it but i did wut i had to
so,thats was a little sumtink as a college student
6 jan 2011 gonna be a whole new episode of my life
i know it wont get easier..
so wut??

bring it on!!
miss them :)

good day :))

my frens is a part of me :)

love each of my fren i come to know so much 

cafeteria 

:)))


they're part of my life:D
xoxo..




Wednesday, December 15, 2010

nO LongER a KID

that is what i am rite now
im now a gurl where the past still hunting
the present  are blurry zone
n future scared me a lot.
i wanna make my parents happy
i wanna make my future brighter
i wanna make myself proud
i wanna be SOMEBODY
in order to do that
i have to remember that
i am NO LONGER A KID

wanna be a better person -inside out-

hiGh sKoOL

i had my moments here
theres laugh, cry, fight, fun..
i do thing that i didnt know i can
things get up side down
tears apart..
every thing falling to pieces..
n then everything been put back together
more joy n fun
more...memories to share
its hard but its high skool
so,make it short..
actually its normal. :)

my first time entered debate competition
its not so bad..
 

my dear roomie..miss them a lot
my class play n i am the director
haha..it was AMAZING!!
ranger putery-we here to help-
it was a gud time


theres more..than meet the eyes:)


mY pRioriTy..


my family is my priority
i love them more than i love anything in this world
in my family,i am the 3rd child
'akak' is what they called me
even we're not perfect but we love each other
thats whats matter rite
besides..nobody perfect.
especially me..



my beloved mom n dad a.k.a my EVERYTHING :))

along n angah
-the big brother-


my sissy n opcoz me
-we doesnt always look like this actually;p-


Tuesday, December 14, 2010

inSomniA

thats one word really suit me
its almost 4 A.M n i still not asleep
dunno wut to do..
this cant-sleep-at-nite thing been bugging me like more than years now
n its getting worst
i felt dizzy most of the time
huhuuu..
i juz wanna sleep
thats all..

Monday, December 13, 2010

Once uPOn a tIMe..

this is me..
young..clueless..n so innocence
haha
this is when i had no problems
not even one!
i had a good night sleep every single day..
i cry n laugh whenever i want..
i hit n ran wherever i want..
this is when future cant scare me..
life seem great n harmless at that time
but now,its all different
its...
what adult always said..
ha!
its COMPLICATED.

Isn't sHe juZ adOreabLe :)

New gUrl in bLogGy WorLd

hye there!!
still cant believe
i actually have my own blog
yea!!
sorry..
im get xcited easily
hehe..
hope im gonna make it BLOGBASTIC!!
:)
nEw kiD oN tHe BloG :)